Personal Landscapes
Personal Landscapes
by Nancy Ballard
I don’t know this woman, this artist.
How, then, could she paint
These vivid likenesses
Of my life?
Was she there
At the campfires with my family,
My father laying each stick
As precisely as a painter’s stroke;
At Girl Scout campouts with ‘Smores,
Where I never quite belonged?
I should have worn a red dress to play pool.
More concerned then with fitting in,
Wearing flannel like the guys.
Find here on these walls
Bold images reflecting
Concurrent lives.
“The Dive”
by Christine O’Brien
Frozen.
Feet plugged into the
sticky resin springboard,
I note the space between me and
the crushing water below.
The form I hold,
Buddha stillness.
The grace I invoke
as I design form
gliding through space.
The breath I hold.
The breath I take
like thunder in a canyon
fills my ears.
The shadow of fear
remains at the other end
of the platform
while I stand on the precipice
in focused repose.
This is not my first dive
though my raised shoulders,
clamped mouth and clenched jaw
could be interpreted as fear.
There is always that
but with prayer and practice
it quickly transforms
as there is no turning back now.
The dive grooms the diver
in this conspiracy of grace, form and space.
Originally, it was a dare from friends
that sent me up this hot aluminum ladder
on that sweaty summer day.
Now, it’s a drive from within,
not towards perfection
or for judges’ scores.
There is no competition.
It is the ecstasy of flight
that sends me to this precipice.
Neither bird nor stone falling through space,
I am a wingless angel
who rejoices in
those few seconds of airtime.
Body imprinting space,|
air molecules conforming, buoying.
I visualize the flex, fold, arc,
the straightening as
I neatly incise the water with my hands,
barely a splash.
I surface a few feet away,
victorious,
a different sort of Phoenix rising.